My Blog

So this is just the start of my random blog. I do not know if I want to continue this in this specific format however we will see how it all goes.

I had my first and last kid on June 1st. I myself never wanted a kid. However after seeing his eyes, his hair, his smile and his angry side. I can not see my life without him. He is my greatest achievement other than marrying my wife of course.

If you are on the fence about having a child. I highly recommend at least having one. It literally changes you're life for the better. Also if you are into exercising make sure you NEVER give up. No matter how tired keep pushing!!

My Grandma passed away last year in December. Since then I haven't really grieved about it. I am a type of person that always thinks about things before I react. Today it was my wifes tv show that really got me thinking.

It not only got me thinking about my Grandma but also my Grandpa and my past childhood memories. I had a rough childhood growing up. My mom and dad fought constantly, too many beers being drank and cops being constantly called to the house. So when it was my time to visit my Grandparents I knew that I would be safe. Not only did I feel safe at their house but I felt safe with them.

From playing Nintendo on their huge crt television, hooking up all those train tracks, signing up for a bowling league. The list goes on and on. But all that was taken away from me when my mom's mom decided to pick me up late at night... I never saw them again after that until I was in my early 20's.

For some reason my mom does not understand why I am so angry at the decision she made back then. Honestly though I do wish me and her can put our differences aside. Cause she still has not met my son.

I have learned from the past and I swore to myself and my son, that type of family issues will never ever happen. I will always protect him and my family and I will always be there for him. (I aim to get too 100 at least.)